Now finally an admission of truth...

[Hell_bound]

For those that did not already know...

Life is strange is it not?

I mean, one moment you could be having the time of your life...

And the next you are propelled through a horrific ordeal...

Where you find yourself, or perhaps a "loved" one, and your life flashing before your eyes...

Or perhaps that which may do you in, or your "loved" one, may be to simply drink from a glass, which unbeknownst to you, or again your "loved" one, contained a foreign substance...

Perhaps chemical, or the bodily fluids of another human...

Whatever it was it causes a slow unknown chain reaction where your, or again your "loved" one's, bodily defenses to become compromised and you die a slow, painful death...

With the gift we call life, the curse of death must always follow!

This is a truth that cannot be denied...

.'.

What is more astonishing then this truth...

Is the fact that all the things that man does will eventually follow the same path...

It will rot, be worn down and ultimately be turn into dust...

Originally Posted by Kansas

I close my eyes, only for a moment, and the moment's gone
All my dreams, pass before my eyes, a curiosity
Dust in the wind, all they are is dust in the wind.
Same old song, just a drop of water in an endless sea
All we do, crumbles to the ground, though we refuse to see

Dust in the wind, all we are is dust in the wind

Now, don't hang on, nothing lasts forever but the earth and sky
It slips away, and all your money won't another minute buy.

Dust in the wind, all we are is dust in the wind
Dust in the wind, everything is dust in the wind.

The Western nations, and those that cling to them are about to pay their ultimate price...

.'.

Thus in light of this perpetrations must be made and a person's life must change...

However, that person tis I.

...

In light of this undeniable fact that I am faced with I must confess something to you all that I have withheld from you...

And that is my original board name was in fact Spud and Necrovarus was right all along...

.'.

I deceive you all because I didn't want those who knew me in game, and played with me, those of the clan I belonged...

To be tainted by my actions...

And also to protect those that new me as Quntas (my first character who was a hunter and was in NightTwix's clan) and Aeon (who along with Spud was in DM's clan)...

.'.

I am sorry for this deception, but the life of Hell_bound grew much larger then I ever expected his life to be...

And yet within him I also found myself...

.'.

Also I want to clarify a statement that I made to aardvak2669 about his comic of RO being childish...

Aardvak2669 your ability to draw is quite amazing and although I know not your age, though I assume you to still be in your teens judging by the content of the comic, I can say that if your the age that I believe you are you have a unique and beautiful gift for drawing...

However, you need to work on your story line, aka writing content and ability...

But that only be a personal opinion that I hold...

.'.

And as to the rest of you, especially Signatus, Xephandor, Skatz1980 and CumeriTarenes, thank you for letting me indulge, publicly, into the self-psychoanalytical work of Hell_bound...

oO

If this sounds like a goodbye, it's not...

I'm just taking this opportunity to set the books straight!


Hell_bound


P.s. All hail DemonMonger! King of Ignis... Master of Bug finding!

[magnet]

ROFL.. Qintus?
Man you're more deranged than I thought
You're not even that old if I remember correctly

[Angel_de_Combate]

At last you come clean..why the change of heart..you could have stayed nameless if so wished .....well i hope get to meet you in game sometime.. :P

All hail Demon Monger...

[Hell_bound]

Originally Posted by magnet

... Qintus? ...

Yes, that is the correct spelling...

One would think that I could have spelled my own character name right... tisk tisk...

Originally Posted by Skatz1980

...why the change of heart..you could have stayed nameless if so wished...

The change came because how can a person speak of truth, but live a lie?

A person who does such a thing knows not truth...

Also I always intended to to tell the community who I was, but there was a point (probably after my first post as Hell_bound) where I was convinced that if I did I would have hurt more then myself...

But most of those ties are broken now so there is no need to withhold this truth...

Originally Posted by misaccc

Rofl...and to think i leveled with ya...^^

Hehe, and to think all that time in NT's clan and no one got to see the real me

Originally Posted by Necrovarus

Of course it is...I don't think anyone else on this forum writes like you



Thought so

You have no idea Necrovarus how shocked I was when you presented your proof that I was Spud...

This shows to me that you have a keen eye and should consider a career in forensics...

Originally Posted by Xephandor

Yes, it is. Your style is very nice! I like it...

I am humbled by your kind words...

Thank you, truly...

Originally Posted by DemonMonger

I as well enjoy talking without people knowing who I am.. I like the freedom that follows....

I agree...

Yet somehow the amount of freedom that was give also helped to shape Hell_bound by being himself...

Perhaps that meant to much freedom for some, but Hell_bound needed that freedom to become who he is now...

Originally Posted by CumeriTarenes

I watched your development the last weeks quite silently Hell_bound, and you improved...

Nothing more to add, hope I can see you continue on your way to find yourself in the regnum community.

Thank you for your kind words CT, which means a lot considering some of the intense conversations that we held

However, don't let the swine beat you down for you every right as they to speak your mind...

And it's good to see you posting again my friend...

[Angel_de_Combate]

I was always right about you, too bad i got slated for liking you . Underneath all that hot air...your a nice guy ! It took a lot of courage to speak up, very cool H_B..lol remember when i had that in my sig..like i said ive always loved a rebel..conforming is for sheep..

[Angelwinged_Devil]

I agree very much with cumeri taranes, you have improved , hope you won't go to the insulting path again though :/.

you do have a way of twisting grammar and yet it's still correct, whereas mine sucks

[ArcticWolf]

This song made me remember about you, Hell_bound:

Originally Posted by Ayreon - 01011001 - The Truth Is In Here

Last night I had that dream again
My world was black as night
Plagued by visions of a future world
Mr L, did you take your meds?

I sang about these dreams
Warning man of his demise
Wasted words that no one heard
Won't you please relax? I'll make your bed

Today I had that dream again
I roamed among the stars
On the wings of an amazing flight
Mr L, do you feel OK?

To a place beyond our time
Where the sunlight doesn't warm
And colour bleeds into the night
We may have to increase your dose today

I know the truth is out there
Didn't you want to see?
I know the truth is in here
Why should we believe you?
Didn't you want to flee

Now I have that dream again
I live beneath the waves
In a ground of grace and majesty
Mr L can I ease your mind
In the distant shadows loom
Cold machines rise from the deep
In a world once proud and free
Would you free your thoughts, let it all abide

I hate to have that dream again
They live inside my head
Feeling everything I feel inside
Mr L can you please be still?

They speak to me in dreams
They can see all I can see
They have always been my guide
Gotta hush now, please have another pill

I know the truth is out there
Why should we believe you?
Didn't you want to see
I know the truth is here
Why should we deceive you?
Didn't you want to feel?

We are all alone
There's no one there
You don't have to be afraid

Can't you see through this masquerade?
We are all alone
We are all clones
There's no one there
I am so scared
You don't have to be afraid

Last night I had that dream again
My world was black as night
Plagued by visions of a future world
Mr L, would you take your rest?

They speak to me in dreams
They could see all I can see
They have always been my guide
Won't you please relax? I'll make your bed

I know the truth is out there
Why should we believe you?
Didn't you want to see
Why should we deceive you?
I know the truth is in here
Why should we believe you?
Didn't you want to feel?

The Italics (now bold text) is where whe second singer replies to the lead singer. This made me remember about some things that happened when you first came to the forums.

Interestingly enough, when the female singer says "Mr. L" it sounds like "Mr. Hell", at least to me.

EDIT: Italics won't be visible in quotes :S

It's just like we treated you when you came to the forum.

[Hell_bound]

Originally Posted by Skatz1980

I was always right about you...

Are you sure you were "always right"?

/Hell_bound gives a smirk

Originally Posted by Skatz1980

... too bad i got slated for liking you...

Chalk it up to clashes in a difference of opinion, but it's sad that they attacked you like they did...

One day the souls of the swine will parish for the things they do without understanding!

Originally Posted by Skatz1980

... Underneath all that hot air...your a nice guy!

Surely you jest...

Originally Posted by Skatz1980

...lol remember when i had that in my sig..like i said ive always loved a rebel..conforming is for sheep...

That statement reminds me of this song:

Originally Posted by Oasis

I need to be myself
I can't be no one else
I'm feeling supersonic
Give me gin and tonic
You can have it all but how much do you want it?
You make me laugh
Give me your autograph
Can I ride with you in your B.M.W ?
You can sail with me in my yellow submarine

You need to find out
'Cos no one's gonna tell you what I'm on about
You need to find a way for what you want to say
But before tomorrow

'Cos my friend said he'd take you home
He sits in a corner all alone
He lives under a waterfall
No body can see him
No body can ever hear him call

You need to be yourself
You can't be no one else
I know a girl called Elsa
She's into Alka Seltzer
She sniffs it through a cane on a supersonic train
She made me laugh
I got her autograph
She done it with a doctor on a helicopter
She's sniffin in her tissue
Sellin' the Big Issue

She needs to find out
'Cos no one's gonna tell you what I'm on about
She needs to find a way for what she wants to say
But before tomorrow

'Cos my friend said he'd take you home
He sits in a corner all alone
He lives under a waterfall
No body can see him
No body can ever hear him call

Originally Posted by Angelwinged_Devil

... you do have a way of twisting grammar and yet it's still correct...

Thank you for your kind words, but the truth is I need to work on improving it more...

But thank you...


Edit:

Originally Posted by Xephandor

This song made me remember about you, Hell_bound:


The Italics (now bold text) is where whe second singer replies to the lead singer. This made me remember about some things that happened when you first came to the forums.

Interestingly enough, when the female singer says "Mr. L" it sounds like "Mr. Hell", at least to me.

EDIT: Italics won't be visible in quotes :S

It's just like we treated you when you came to the forum.

Yes I took a lot of hate after my first post, but I knew that was going to happen...

Yet the things I spoke about need to be said, could they have been said in a less harsh way...

Probably, but what is the fun in that?

/Hell_bound grins evilly

Anyways, for all the hate that I took I'm surprised I didn't become one of them

Btw Xeph, nice song choice!


Edit2:

Xeph, that song that you posted - a live version can be found here:

http://video.aol.com/video-detail/ay...rty/3418927821

Though it should be noted that its only part of the song, however, I did like the orchestra renascence feel to the song...

The main singer sings in the style of Oingo Boingo's lead singer Danny Elfman... and btw do look at Danny Elfman on wiki - talk about talent!

In a way that song reminds me of this one, but with a much more evil twist:

Originally Posted by Oingo Boingo

I'm so sorry, please forgive me
Who do I pray to to straighten out this problem?
Straighten out this problem, straighten out my mind.
Straighten out this crooked toungue...
My mind has wandered, from the straight and narrow.
My mind has wandered from the flock you see.
My mind has wandered, the man just said so.
My mind has wandered, I heard it on TV.
And the flock has wandered away from me.

-CHORUS-
All around the world now
Like a big bright cherry cloud
Traveling from home to home
TV sets and telephones
Here it comes just like a storm
Bathe in it and be reborn
Time to let the world know
Welcome madness, say hello
Like a wave we cannot see
Washing over you and me
Hiding here and hiding there
Madness hiding everywhere
Such a curiosity
Here it comes to set us free
Plenty left for you and me
Say hello insanity

I am the virus, are you the cure?
I am morally, I'm morally impure
I am a disease and I am unclean
I am not part of God's well oiled machine
Christian nation, assimilate me
Take me in your arms and set me free
I am part of a degenerate elite
Dragging our society into the streeet
Into the abyss and to the sewer don't you see
The man just told me, he told me on TV

Do you think you're better than me
Do you want to kill me or befriend me

And the alchoholic bastard waved his finger at me
His voice was filled with evanglical glee
Sipping down his gin and tonics
While preaching about the evils of narcotics
And the evils of sex, and the wages of sin
While he mental fondles his next of kin
My mind has wandered from the flock you see
And the flock has wandered away from me
And he waved his hypnotizing finger at me

Let's imitate reality
Let's strive for mediocrity
Let's make believe we're all the same
Let's sanitize our little brains
I'd love to take you home with me and tuck you into bed
I'd love to see what makes you tick inside your pretty head
I'd love to hear you laugh tonight, I'd love to hear you weep
I'd love to listen to you while you're screaming in your sleep

Christian sons, christian daughters
Lead me along like a lamb to the slaughter
Purify my brain and hose down my soul
White perfection, perfection is my goal

Do you think you're better than me
Do you want to kill me or befriend me

Christian nation, make us alright
Put us through the filter and make us pure and white
My mind has wandered from the flock you see
And the flock has wandered away from me
Let's talk of family falues while we sit and watch the slaughter
Hypothetical abortions on imaginary daughters
The white folks think they're on the top ask any proud white male
A million years of evolution, we get Danny Quayle

(chorus)

I'd love to take you home with me, I'd love to tuck you in
I wish I could protect you from the wages of our sin
I'd love to hear you scream tonight, I'd love to hear you cry
Protect you from the madness that is raining from the sky

(chorus)

I'd love to take you home with me and tuck you into bed
I'd love to see what makes you tick inside your pretty head
I wish that I could keep you in a precious Chinese box
On Sundays I would pray for you so it would never stop
I'd love to hear you laugh tonight, I'd love to hear you weep
I'd love to listen to you while you're screaming in your sleep
I'd love to soothe you with my voice and take your hand in mine
I'd love to take you past the stars and out of reach of time
I'd love to see inside your mind, to tear it all apart
To cut you open with a knife and find your sacred heart
I'd love to take your satin dolls and tear them all to shreds
I'd love to mess your pretty hair, I'd love to see you dead.

Link to original video, which you should watch:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZlESM2r-Ql4

[Boukarou]

Simpsons did it!

[misaccc]

Rofl...and to think i leveled with ya...^^