Hi xC

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Hey, I am drunk i guess, its hard for me to write my ferinds got my drunk during the break, its so hard to write and focus lolo.. i have to stay in school because if i go home my parents will kill me haha XD

i will post my thoughts, its 12:23 pm, i cannot think write, and its hard to sepll waorcds, i have a slur in my speech, and i dont feel any real pain. Soo right now my head is spinning and its hard for me to write and walk lol. I write this now to see what i looked like later haha.

I am drunk, its hard to write straight, I feel the need to sleep lol, still I dont feel like i did anything wrong, and i feel loosened up. Its hard to focus on writing, and everyone is so happy I am happy too, my teachers are happy, for the first time in my life I feel like I fit in. this is what everyone else is like always. I almost fell off my chair now, i really cant control, myself lol. I should wirte slower, but for the first time in my life I can record all my thoughsts, before it alwayys me thinking to fast, and I could never wirte it all down, I guess im writing slower now.

I feel hot, and my fingers are getting numb. I cant wait to go home, but i need to sober up , i think its getting worse tho lol, instead of better, I was only drinking a little, but then I just got happy and it got out of control, I didnt even know when I was drinking, and instead of taking it slow, i downed the dwohle thing lol.

I feel no pain, when i write my hands are so light now, its just hard to push the buttons and hold them down for long. overall i think my focus is good L)

i cant read my heandwriting lol.i dont know what to write bout nymore i think I will go look on the inernet, i hope i sober up before this hout lol, i still didnt havbe antthing for breakfast . god i wonder what i will look later later hwen i look at this lol, i feel so happy.

-edge